Lives come and go

I knew that Chloe was old, and was going to... go to horsey heaven soon. The day before yesterday, she was laying down on the ground and wouldn't get up. I figured that would be the day she would... pass. Until that time came, I got two rubber bowls (Chloe and Valley's feed bowls) and filled them with water (from the lake which isn't really clean...) for her.

Yesterday, I went out to the pasture to feed the horses, and Chloe was still alive and still laying on the ground. She was doing a lot worse. She was laying flat out, and would every 2 minutes or so lift up her head to let blood drain out :( I stayed out there for a few minutes, then went back to the house. This time I returned with Adam. He would help her left up her head everytime she had trouble, and then help her lay her head back down because if he didn't, she would slam her head hard on the ground.

I went back to the house to get some of our school books, clean water for Chloe, and lays chips for Adam. Then Adam went to the house and got us some lawn chairs. After a while, I went back to the house to call mom (Adam and I were home alone) to see if she would call the vet to come put Chloe down cuz I'm a wimp and wouldn't do it. Then Adam came back in and said that Chloe.... died. :( So we didn't have to call the vet. Today, we had a neighbor come by that had a backo (I KNOW that is not spelt right, LOL) come by and dig a hole and put Chloe in it.




-Sarah

Bad dream..

About a week ago I had a horrible dream............ that VALLEY DIED!! It was...


HORRIBLE!!!!!!!

Now I know what I'd feel like if Valley died. I felt as if my mom or dad died. I cried so much in that dream. It was so sad. I can't remember how she died. When I woke up, I rememberd what I dreamed, jumped outta bed and looked out the window to see if I could see her. But then I remembered it was a dream, and when I went to feed her and Chloe that day, I was so happy to see her. LOL.

Anybody else had a dream like that before?


-Sarah